I'm here to look at all the cute emo boyz. oh and just like everybody else, I don't reply unless you write something intresting.
im me. im real.i try not to waste any time. i don't give false hope and im honest. you will never understand me or what goes on in my head. i may be fourteen but in the words of my older sister "she might as well be ducking for cover 21!" i dont act my age i act older. I have really big trust issues. Even when it comes to little things like you saying that you will be there, and then you don't show up. That kinda stuff pisses me off. A lot of people have betrayed me in the past and the present, therefore I really only trust myself. It just makes everything so much easier if you tell the truth. I don't care if you hurt me, just tell me and don't let me find out another way. I am a forgiving person and I do give second chances, so knowing that you didn't keep something from me will make the kind relationship we share a lot better. I also never rely on anyone, which is why I am a very independent person. I can do things on my own and get it done faster and the way I want it. i am an accepting person and im rarely judgmental. i try to keep an open mind to an extent but there are just some things im dead set on and nothing could change my mind. like i believe that 'love' is blind it has no set age. and you only need two things;;love and happieness;;but you cant have one without the other. i usually have a chill attitude but certain things set me off. i don't like being told "no" or that im not capable of doing something because only i know my limits and so far i have few. i am self conscious& think im fat and ugly which i think everyone thinks :| i hate skinny people and tight clothes. because i will never wear them. i also hate posers and fake people, because if you cant be real then your a total waste of flesh and should have been sold to Michael Jackson as a child. fake people uber annoy me! also im not a whore who has sex with every guy that says shes cute! im actually pretty straight edge. just because im not a whore doesn't mean im "a religious prude" or anything. I don't "party hard, drink, or do drugs", I can be happy without all of that, trust me. im in between grades right now im leaving eighth and entering ninth. i don't consider myself really a freshman yet because school hasn't actually started. im going to Tenoroc High School which is going to be a big change for me coming from Mckeel Academy, but ill a just. i love my straightener and changing my hair color. im addicted to myspace and emobucket, i don't post tons of bulitens or massive amounts of threads but i do post a few. Myspace seems to be my place to vent out my feelings and thoughts and stuff, so im on quite often. Im a 'hair dye maniac' i die my hair constantly but i always go back to black.